happy freakin new year, kids.

live it up!!!

So I haven't updated in quite a while, and thought I should probably do so...just for kicks if nothing else.

I miss my friends that have gone off to college and tackled other endeavors away from here...it's quite lonely without all of them. On the flipside of that though, I am hanging out more with some old friends and having a marvelous time with them.

I currently have no idea what I'm going to be doing by way of school/work/missions and whatnot. I currently have no idea what I'm going to be doing tomorrow, let alone next week, or heaven forbid next year. I have no plans, nothing to build upon. It's kind of sad, but enlightening in a way. I'm free to do as I wish...but there's just way too many opportunities out there for me to choose from. Anyone who knows me well knows that I am beyond indecisive even when it comes down to what I'm going to order at a restuarant, so why should I be any different when it comes to what I'm going to be doing with the probable "rest of my life"?  Ah yes, the beauty of being female and therefore indecisive.

That's basically what is going on with me lately. Hanging out at home, working at Eagle Falls on the weekends, hanging out with Sean when I'm able, and hanging out with various friends randomly. Most of my time is spent at home though, trying to figure out what to do with myself, both in the present and future.

Yep. That's my update. I probably won't keep you posted for a while, but if you're really interested, give me a call and we'll go for coffee.

what it basically comes down to....

Currently Listening Wet from Birth By The Faint desperate guys see related

hrm...haven't written in here in quite a while...

not much to say. i'm working at eagle falls for yet another summer...oh and i haven't had a migraine in a while  pretty psyched about that.

yep. that's pretty much it. not too exciting, but maybe that'll change.

Currently Listening Graduation By Vitamin C see related

oh goodness. graduation season has arrived.

i went to LMH's grad on saturday to see Kerrie and Ally graduate (along with the majority of my elementary school class...it was crazy.) i cried. it was so much fun and so sad all at the same time. everyone was....grown up! makes me happy and sad all at the same time. happy cuz we made it this far...sad cuz we probably won't see each other for a very long time,  if ever again. that's how odd elementary school is-- your friends from when you're a kid, if you still stay in contact with them, will always be friends. like, kerrie for instance...best friends since 1st grade....had a falling out thing....and we're really close again. it's amazing.

went to PV's graduation tonight. i cried. again. seeing Kota and Chels, Glenn, Elisa and everyone else graduate was...crazy/amazing/happy/sad/wonderful. i cried when kota, chels and glenn walked across the stage. it's crazy how much people impact you in such a short amount of time. and they don't necessarily have to be people that you're completely close to. like glenn for instance, we aren't really incredibly close anymore, but seeing him walk across stage was amazing. 8th-10th grade was insane with that kid. 8th grade. goodness. haha. and like, Kurtzy-- we aren't incredibly close, but i love that kid. we didn't even speak until like, last year...but he's a good kid. and jay...my bro, my twin, my budddddy. that kid has always pretty much been there for me through a lot of the big stuff that's gone on, and he's always been there to pray for me when i need it. i'm gonna miss these kids. i guess it sounds like i'm taking dakota and chelsea for granted...but if i tried to type out all of the ways they've impacted me, it would take me forever. that's not just cheap talk, either. it honestly would take for freaking ever. i love those girls. i love all the kids i've come in contact with over the years who have touched my life.